I feel you...

Heaviness falls down as I ponder on regret

The could of’s and should of’s

And if only I did it differently

I should of known better

Was that really me?

Salt tears gather on the corners of my mouth

The bitter sweetness I hate

I can’t help but feel that I deserve it all

I cry drowning in pools of guilt

I sink under blankets of condemnation

Conviction tightens like a rope

Sobs shout ‘whats taking you so long’

To open my eyes and realize

Analyse

Pause for a second and see through Gods eyes

The damage soul forgotten feeling unloved

I cried

Uncontrollable  

Pressed with feelings of sadness that is not my own

I feel your pain and explode

I sense your lost and drown

I walk in your shoes for just a brief moment

And I become flaccid like flowers blighted in the sun

Oh how I love you

What have I done

I cried some more clutching its transformation

Desolation into hope into restoration

Optimism, anticipation, faith

I believe

You are the God who restores

You’ve made me believe

Made me feel once again

Helped me see through Your eyes

I clobbered me with your compassion 





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